I have no words to desribe how I feel about you.
Nothing I could say, nothing I can do,
even a hello is too much for me to muster up.
I guess it's even been too long to casually ask the trivial
"how have you been?"
so uncomfortable
to say your name in front of others
such a chore
to explain what happened to you and where you are now
such a disaster, such a pain
to think of the way I acted towards you
to think of the way you acted towards me
and the strange feeling of nostalgia I get
everytime I see that freshman that looks a little like you from back then,
constantly exhausted, hard exterior
dragging your feet on the school's d